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Midnight-fox18's Art Zone

Dis is my art stash
...Some pictures are old so please excuse those :/

Recent Comments

Gore N the GUYS
March 24th, 2019
I never really understood what was going on then. but I think I kinda understand most of it now.

It's not your fault, you're a really nice person. I hope that you can feel better soon...
March 23rd, 2019
@HollyTheFluffyCat: sure

But maybe I could have done something if I was better?
March 23rd, 2019
I never got the full gist of it..
I’m just wondering if I was that bad of a friend.
@WiispNightmare: alright, I’ll pm you later satisfy sinxe it’s five am right now

you aren’t and shouldn’t have been responsible for his emotions and his actions. he was getting distant but he didn’t accept any help. from me or from the people he cared about. he was in a pretty bad mental state and he just couldn’t take it after a couple fights, and you couldntve really stopped the fights. so yeah, you aren’t at fault
March 23rd, 2019
@HollyTheFluffyCat: I think I need the closure at this point;;;;

But I were a better friend, maybe i could have done something?
I think I was on the edges of the storm.
He got so distant, and then he was just... gone?
I still don't really understand...?
i swear to fucking god mid i dont care what that son of a bitch thinks he's an absolute piece of shit and he didn't deserve somebody like you

literally he was justified in ditching a couple people, but not you
not you

dont feel guilty please
its not your fault he was blind

and please go to therapy
i've been and personally it doesnt work on me (probably because i lied so much hah) but if it works on you, then please do it
you deserve to be happy

i love you
please take care
@WiispNightmare: you weren't
i swear

i can fill you in what i remember if you want in pms
he's just...stupid ig
It never was your fault. You can go on saying you could have done more, should have done more, but it was his own fault. He through it all away. He hurt you, he hurt all your friends on here. You can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped Middy.You did everything you could have done. You never did anything to him, it was all me, and he still took it out on you and that's not fair. It wasn't your fault...
March 22nd, 2019
I never got the full story of the Thing.
I really just want to know if I was that bad of a friend...
March 22nd, 2019
March 22nd, 2019
Best of luck Mid, I hope it gets fixed or at least gets better
March 22nd, 2019
Me and my guilt complex lmaooo
im really really bad when it comes to guilt
I can hang onto it for years. For example, there’s a completely different thing I’ve held against myself since goddamn 2016. The person I hurt back then probably barely remembers it. But I do and i still beat myself up over it.
And whenever something bad happens i might be angry at other person for awhile but then I naturally turn the blame on myself
It’s gotten so bad that it’s to the point where my brain will completely forget what the other person has done to harm me, and it will construct false memories of me hurting them in its place
It’s bad. I’ll probably need to get therapy to fix my guilt problems

As for the drawing itself
7 months since The Thing happened, and my guilt has worsened. The memories of myself being hurt are gradually fading like it always does, leaving nothing but self-hate in its place. I don’t tell anyone about it because I don’t want to bring people down, but I think about it everyday. And it’s always, always my fault.

It all makes me so sad.
What happened back then, and my psychological guilt issues
Sorry if this triggers anyone
December 22nd, 2018
@pixlyJolt: he's dead we don't talk about him anymore
December 22nd, 2018
@Device: du u no da wae to da wai fai
December 21st, 2018
@Sky207: stupid computer
December 21st, 2018
@WiispNightmare: yeah im having the same problem
December 21st, 2018
@Midnight-fox18: hwaaaaah I switched to computer to draw better and also phone died but it won't let me connect ;^;
December 21st, 2018
@Midnight-fox18: santa ranboo eats chivedren for breakfast and is also everywhere
December 21st, 2018
@WiispNightmare: oh dear
what happened after i left :’D
December 21st, 2018
Wellp that was a thing