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So far

So far

by Dement09
A so far (no pun intended) non linear human Lapidot au.
Non-linear means the uploads wont follow the same time line. One update might be in the present, the next to be in the past or the future. I started this with no means of turning it into a comic but it got out of hand and here it is...
Here's a little backstory for the whole setting (cant copy-paste it here due to the 1200 characters limit):
http://dement09.tumblr.com/post/151696451173/au-backstory
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So far

A so far (no pun intended) non linear human Lapidot au.
Non-linear means the uploads wont follow the same time line. One update might be in the present, the next to be in the past or the future. I started this with no means of turning it into a comic but it got out of hand and here it is...
Here's a little backstory for the whole setting (cant copy-paste it here due to the 1200 characters limit):
http://dement09.tumblr.com/post/151696451173/au-backstory

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I love this comic
@Guest: hey. I just want to know if you would or wouldn't mind me adding your comic into my own. And if you want to help me with mine as well
Lapis...
Peridot doesn't want anyone to find out of their relationship. So that's why she did it... I bet it broke Peridot's heart as well.
Lapis...
Peridot doesn't want anyone to find out of their relationship. So that's why she did it... I bet it broke Peridot's heart as well.
Phalicerae
13 hours ago
that's what it is!
"... because at the end of the day ..." You won, Lapis.

The picture actually contains everything that Lapis "worked towards"; she wanted to hear what Peri felt for her. This is immensely important for someone who invests in feelings.

And it also seems to be very important for Peri to find the right words, because she doesn't look at Lapis directly while she says that - hat off, @Dement09 & @Rexpinn, beautifully illustrated!
Phalicerae
13 hours ago
back to the wall
Is it just me or does this conversation seem pretty distant? Previously Lapis had brought quite a bit of feeling into her conversations with Peri, which now seems to have somehow disappeared ... emotionally Peri is slapped twice, as her look in the last picture shows.

But actually it is clear why Lapis acts like this, she is and remains "tactically" superior to Peri ... ^^
Phalicerae
13 hours ago
some future for the vision
Somehow you can see that Lapis realizes how uncomfortable Peri must feel in her skin - maybe she expected other reactions from Peri's roommates ...

And Pearl ... is once again so "blinded" and without vision - quite differently Garnet, who seemed to already know even before Lapis and Peri met for the first time because of her casual sitting position and her "commentary" XD

I mean, "Hm Hm" is now really much more stylish than "Bingo Bongo" -.-
You know...it hurts a lot. I feel represented in this scene specially because my girlfriend broke up with me because of my fault. It was because I didn’t had the courage to tell her what I actually feel and demonstrate it to her. I know it’s not exactly the same, but the pain is big. I feel like Lapis everyday since 2017 because of that: broken-hearted, crushed, furioso with me.
It’s funny the resemblance this simple scenes can actually have with someone’s life.
Mdsketch
23 hours ago
I literally cried at this part. How could you peridot. Run to her please tell her you feel the same. Why you get through your enotions dammit
D8 OH MY STARS
Tbh, its obvious enough that Peridot is lieing to Steven, so I dont get why Lapis woudnt be able to see that
Oh god
I just came back to find the hiatus over, and all I can say is NOOOOOOOOO!!!!

PERIDOT YOU IDIOT! Why?! Why?!

I don't think I'll be able to be happy again because of this...
Phalicerae
2 days ago
between good and evil
@Ziggy Layton: You force me to answer ;) First of all I like your thoughts and the ways of the story that would be opened by them.

As for me personally, I would rather prefer the "evil side", where Aquamarine and Topaz, for example, play a role, their influence on Lapis gets stronger, there will be conflicts (at university) and so on. Help from the Crystal Gems or Steven could be the antithesis to this, causing tension curves to discharge or unforeseen things to happen (such as Steven's positive surprise about Lapis' and Peri's love/feelings for each other).

Somewhere I think I read the idea that Jasper might have been involved in the plot just because of Lapis - what can't be created from the number of characters and their motivations? ^^
Phalicerae
2 days ago
emotional imprisonment
The perfect visualization to isolate the own feelings from others and the surrounding world ...
Phalicerae
2 days ago
stay away
A beautiful drawing effect, here to put Lapis' face in shadow; the wave of negative thoughts increases and makes it much harder to think about positive solutions, apart from an apology and explanations from Peri ...
Phalicerae
2 days ago
into the void
Just seeing Lapis' feet while following her thoughts here is really very well thought out; it wraps the whole thing in a kind of impenetrable veil and gives me as a viewer a really nice feeling of helplessness and powerlessness. And that reinforces the sensation of experiencing it once again immensely.
You know what?
I think it’s time Peridot says something. Lapis has been trying to commit ever since. She invited Peridot to go to the dance and actually dance, she cut her hair and confessed her heart and soul...etc. but Peridot barely did anything (aside from hurt Lapis unintentionally) she should be apologizing and telling Lapis that she is lucky to find someone who cares this much about her. She should cry too.

Plus it’d be nice seeing Steven and CGs helping out. Garnet being all mentor-y, pearl offering to drive her to where she needs to go, amethyst...(just to hang lol) and if Steven isn’t with them he should be trying to help the obviously depressed and heartbroken Lapis and should have a hug moment (cuz come on, we all know Steven can be pretty mature for a 14 year old). Gah this was such an emotionally intense chapter
Coral
February 17th, 2019
oh wow im cry
Minifig9999
February 16th, 2019
OK FORST OF ALL HOW DARE YOU!
AND SECOND OF ALL WERE YOU PLANNING FOR THIS TO DROP ON VALENTINES DAY?
CAUSE I’LL BE HONEST.
THATS WELL PLAYED.
Minifig9999 (Guest)
February 16th, 2019
Crap
Phalicerae
February 16th, 2019
if you just want to disappear
Anger and disappointment, possibly also on and of herself, seem to prevail over sadness and despair in Lapis at the moment, because no tear flows ...