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Ahh her fave in the fifth panel :D
YAY \o/
Sorry, little scribble in mspaint because I wanted to direct you all to the latest news post. Unfortunately, no it's not the amazing news that My Utopia is relaunching (not yet anyway), but it might be something you're interested in!
February 8th, 2013
Still waiting
I have reread this over so many times I have lost count.

I am willing to wait.
October 8th, 2012
As long as it comes back eventually
Sup' (Guest)
August 18th, 2012
Yo, this is hella late, but I'm totally diggin' that arm in the fourth panel there. Unf.
June 20th, 2012
Sounds good to me
June 18th, 2012
Whelp, too bad. New project in the works. Utopia's on hold for a long long time.
we want Utopia back!
June 17th, 2012
Be sure to check out my new webcomic in the works, The Golden Man! Found here:

And to top it off, my friend and I are also working on another project. Hopefully it takes off too.

As for My Utopia, like I said, it's not shut down forever but it is on a long, long hiatus right now. So go check out my new stuff instead!
Thanks for the awesome comic, bro. I enjoyed it a lot. I wish you the best of luck in your transition and am exited to see more from you.
I called it! too bad that 3 years ago I had my HDD wiped. Didn't back up anything. spent a very long time looking for the site again. By the time I found it the latest update was 2 years old. I said, "Well I am pretty sure it's dead. I just wasted 2 years of my life." about a week later I said "But it was worth it."
Shit happens, and so does life. Knowing what's currently happening on your end of the world, it's totally understandable. Though I'm sad this comic won't be finished, I'm curious about the new project in works :)
Yeah totally Rumiel, that's exactly the feeling. Y'know I started this webcomic to "embrace my lesbianism" and after many years of discovering myself and going through hormonal therapy, this just doesn't fit anymore. I don't really feel that fuzziness when I see two women together anymore since it's not me.

The whole driving force behind this was being a lesbian, and not being one in the end kinda sucks the motivation out of it. I'm sure this is as hard to understand as college level math, but the person who wrote this webcomic isn't the person I am now, and for that I have to forsake this version of My Utopia.

But like I said, I put a lot of love into this back when I was really feeling it. I had big plans and I always re-wrote the ending because it wasn't epic enough, ever. I loved the story and loved working on it and drawing every page, but life kicks in and changes stuff sometimes and you can't really do much about it.

So stop killing yourselves lolol. There's many great GL comics out there, be it on smackjeeves or otherwise. I mean I get that you'll miss this though since I'm one of the few who didn't draw ugly chicks (lolol I kid...a little).
April 28th, 2012
I think I know the feeling. I'm re-doing my own story, partially due to a difference in my personal feelings and real life situations. The story just doesn't seem to fit what I had in mind like it used to.

I am keeping the same characters, adding one, but changing out the first book plays out a bit.

But because the story is loosely based on my actual life and feelings and those around me, because of everything that's happened in the last few years, my view of the characters in my story changed and the storyline needs to change to match.
April 28th, 2012
goes to find a noose
April 27th, 2012
Thank You
I'm not gonna lie, when I read the description, it felt like I got a small punch to the heart. But, I thank you for taking your time to make the comic when you did, even though it is unfinished, I will still enjoy it. Thank You. :)
Drakanor Dream
April 26th, 2012
I am now sad :( Welp I do hope that life goes well for you though.
April 25th, 2012

now i go and kill my self.
April 25th, 2012

Why are all my favorite GL stories dyyyying??