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Lost Love

by Mirazie
Matt has always been neglected by his parents, but he dosn't care anymore - he has found the one he love. The only problem is that that 'love' is his best friend, Joshua - another guy.

To make it even worse, Joshua already has a boyfriend, so Matt dosn't dare to confess his feelings. But the boyfriend, Daniel, acts like a total jerk towards Matt, who can't help but despise the guy - for more than one reason. Nonetheless he decides to hide his feelings, and support Joshua and Daniel as a couple, the best he can.

Though one fatefull day, Daniel comes with a strange request, that Matt can't refuse; "Come to my house, or I'll break it off with your friend."

What will Matt do from then on? Can he keep a secret from Joshua, a secret that's slowly breaking him apart? Why does Daniel do as he does and why the hell is the strangest thing starting to turn Matt's life upside-down?!


WARNING!! Contains Yaoi/BL/shounen ai and soooo on - you know the rest ;)
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387
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On Hiatus
Last Update
4 Years Ago
Fans
1,190
Readers
47
Matt has always been neglected by his parents, but he dosn't care anymore - he has found the one he love. The only problem is that that 'love' is his best friend, Joshua - another guy.

To make it even worse, Joshua already has a boyfriend, so Matt dosn't dare to confess his feelings. But the boyfriend, Daniel, acts like a total jerk towards Matt, who can't help but despise the guy - for more than one reason. Nonetheless he decides to hide his feelings, and support Joshua and Daniel as a couple, the best he can.

Though one fatefull day, Daniel comes with a strange request, that Matt can't refuse; "Come to my house, or I'll break it off with your friend."

What will Matt do from then on? Can he keep a secret from Joshua, a secret that's slowly breaking him apart? Why does Daniel do as he does and why the hell is the strangest thing starting to turn Matt's life upside-down?!


WARNING!! Contains Yaoi/BL/shounen ai and soooo on - you know the rest ;)

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JunnGerl
June 25th, 2016
What this is great! I hope u continue to write. u MUST WRITE EVEN IF U ONLY HAVE 1 FAN... this how a true author behaves... they BELEIVE in themSELVES!
Angel_Sin
November 24th, 2015
Still keeping up the hope that this might continue one day <3
Bat
December 23rd, 2014
UGH WHY
Dammit man, I'm hoping you're able to update this story despite a year already passing. I remember loving this story when it first started out but, unfortunately, forgot about it as well as Smackjeeves for awhile. Today I actually just thought to check up on it and I'm sad to see Lost Love is on hiatus. Hopefully, however, you'll be able to find the inspiration to eventually write a bit more!
Supikoira
July 13th, 2014
I hope you are doing fine :)
It is sad that you haven't continued with Lost Love,
but there are still many,many,many of us who will wait for your return whenever it may be :3 ~
Lost Love is too good of a story to be left in the shadows :3
Angel_Sin
May 14th, 2014
Ahhh I keep checking back on this hoping it might update again some day D:
wyvernslair
March 4th, 2014
You CAN'T leave those of us who really want to read this story hanging. Whilst on hiatus for so long more people read, fave and wait impatiently for updates
Mia-Sehana
March 3rd, 2014
Don't give up
@Mirazie: I'm with everyone else! Don't give up! I'm also thinking about posting a written story here on SJ, mainly because all the other sites I've tried aren't as active as this one. (So please feel free to check it out!) I really hope that you update soon!
CatzCradle
March 3rd, 2014
HIATUS?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

After being a fan for several years who've re-read the story several times, please don't give up on writing this story! GASP! I MUST KNOW HOW THIS AWESOME STORY ENDS! >:o
I-I don't normally draw fanart (even if I do, it's usually all female), but if it helps motivates you to write more, I'll gladly submit as many as you want! >______<

(And for those people who are de-faving, FORGET ABOUT THEM! They're just missing out on possibly the MOST well-written story on SJ!)
Mirazie
February 2nd, 2014
@Eziali: Ahahha, thankyou so much, I hope you won't be disappointed by the story later on ;)
And no I'm not, I don't really understand the site, but from what I understand it's mostly a place for fanfictions? And since I work with OCs I guess my story would be kinda misplaced (even though it's still sort of out of place here on SJ xD; )
Eziali
February 1st, 2014
OMG
I love you right now that's all I can say for now and it's only ch.3. Also are you on fanfiction.net?
Zelheit (Guest)
December 11th, 2013
@Mirazie : I'm visiting every week to see if there is a new chapter >w<. Hope you can finish you work soon. I'm happy that you won't stop this *_* Take your time to find motivation (beg you not too much time please><).
Mirazie
December 8th, 2013
@Zelheit: I don't plan on stopping it, taht's for sure :)life is just busy and my focus and motivation is elsewhere at the moment... but I intent on returning, don't you worry! ^^ the question is just when, because I have a lot of work on it that I need to finish, before I can continue and that is somewhat pushing the motivation for it down n.n; but I'm glad you like it, and I really hope you'll stick around until I get the chance to continue it <3
Zelheit (Guest)
December 8th, 2013
Luv it
I love it a lot. I discovered it not too long ago and I want to know the continuation of this story. I've just finished reading this page, and I'm like when will it be continued ? Do you think you'll ever continue this ? >w<
Yumi13
September 14th, 2013
Still love it
I always come back and read your story every once in a while when I get the chance. I know it sucks that people are defaving and stuff but you have plenty of readers, like myself, who continue to come back and will wait as long as it takes to know what happens next. Just thought I'd let you know that we are here! I hope you find your inspiration! ^_^
Gaikotsu
September 3rd, 2013
I was an active reader a couple of years back, but my life got busy and I stopped using Smack Jeeves completely.. Now I'm back to SJ and I de-faved many of the comics/stories I used to follow because they were not interesting to me anymore. But this one stayed on my list, because I remember how eagerly I waited for new updates! ^w^

I started to read the story of Lost Love again from the beginning a couple of months ago. I have to say I still love it a lot! Your characters are all so unique and I love how their relationships develope during the story. The story has made me laugh and cry because you've pictured the situations, atmosphere and Matt's thoughts so well.

I was supposed to go to bed after finishing reading chapter 10, but I wanted to read more so much that I'm still sitting on computer 1,5 hours later. >w<

Ahhh, I just have to say that the story is at a point where I want to find out more and more about the characters! You've totally left me waiting for the following pages - and answers too. I hope you find your motivation back so I (and many others) can keep reading your amazing story! ^-^
@sbdrag:

OH MY LORD, IT IS.

-flips table- THE AUTHOR KNOWS CODE GEASS.
mirror-wolf
August 6th, 2013
And I finally caught up with your story!:D Yay! Sorry that I've been gone for so long but I had been pretty down. Lots of personal problems...:/ Shitty time!

I think I write that way too often but I really really love Simon! Such a kind person...
I love how Alexander just backed out as the girls began giving him a hard time. All bark but no bite!
It would really be a shame if you'd just let your story down but I can understand your struggle. I never even lined my pages when I started drawing a comic. They all stayed sketches... all but one...on that one I'm currently working!;)
Take your time and maybe your motivation will come back! I really hope it does!:) You got an amazing story!

Ah, and months ago you asked me what exactly "New Media" or "Interface Design" is. It includes everything where a person works or interacts with a computer. This can be the interface of a machine (like a display or something) or even computer games and websites. I hope to become a game designer when I got my Bachelor and my Master.:) I am currently programming my own game! It's pretty much fun!;)
EmoPanda
August 1st, 2013
xxxx keep it up xxxx
your story is grate keep going everyone gets an authors blank sometimes just take it easy and you'll find most things will give you new ideas xxxxxx but im not one to talk ^~^'
hally580
July 21st, 2013
Its been 22 days since you said you were taking a hiatus. Just wanted to let you know I am still cheering for you.
<3 good luck
Long time reader, first time commenting here.

Let me start by saying that I love this story. There's been so much drama throughout with Daniel and Matt, and it's just perfect in my head. I love seeing characters go through turmoil, even as much as I like to see them happy.

As for the hiatus, I completely understand how you feel. I'm a writer of fanfiction in my very spare time, and I'm on hiatus for one because I just simply am not sure what to be writing now. It's hard to keep the creativeness for something that you feel nobody likes much anymore. And even though I'm seriously going to miss these sporadic updates, I hope you get to a good point and come back full force.

Keep on keeping on, Mirazie. *thumbs up*