Stabilizer

by Antitime
Adventures of Blue as she learns about herself and her friends, fighting against personified drugs and infecting faceless people with her tangible depression, trying to control her rage-driven male counterpart 'Red' and understand the enigmatic Paris Noya.

First arc: Book One Catatonia
Blue, Red, and Paris go into the mind of Kiz to retrieve his consciousness from the clutches of psychiatric drugs. But does he want to come back?

Stabilizer drinking game:
Every time someone's name is a pun, take a shot
Every time someone cries, take another shot- two if it's Blue
Every time a main character dies, take another shot.

By the time we're through you'll all be wasted.
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28
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On Hiatus
Last Update
4 Years Ago
Fans
174
Readers
32
Adventures of Blue as she learns about herself and her friends, fighting against personified drugs and infecting faceless people with her tangible depression, trying to control her rage-driven male counterpart 'Red' and understand the enigmatic Paris Noya.

First arc: Book One Catatonia
Blue, Red, and Paris go into the mind of Kiz to retrieve his consciousness from the clutches of psychiatric drugs. But does he want to come back?

Stabilizer drinking game:
Every time someone's name is a pun, take a shot
Every time someone cries, take another shot- two if it's Blue
Every time a main character dies, take another shot.

By the time we're through you'll all be wasted.

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Recent Comments

Cantstopcrazy
May 9th, 2013
People are stupid, and mis clicks happen (i have not been paying attention and rated something wrong before) take your time i can promise at least i will still be here waiting.
Antitime
May 8th, 2013
I know I promised to start the comic back up but idk what's distracting me, I guess I feel like I need to work on paneling because it comes out pretty dull every time I try which is annoying because my actual art has improved so much and it's really vibrant and then the paneling is like bleh. I've considered making this into a light novel too, with illustrated covers, but then, of course, it wouldn't be a comic. But we'll see. For now enjoy some Red and Blues yelling at each other (from a scene that isn't until much, much later)
also, gee, thanks to whoever rated the 'thanks for 100 fans' page 1 star, really appreciate it (I might as well take ratings off since nobody really uses them anyway)
I like your drawing style, specially for your character design. I think that wanting to improve makes you a more serious artist, and that's something for sticking at your stories ;)
Antitime
March 25th, 2013
Beauty_of_Syn: Thank you!! I'm glad I still have readers! <3

Cantstopcrazy: ahaha well, most of the 'new' pages are the same as the old ones, i just fixed some anatomy and expression issues, the subject matter is the same!!
but it's been a while since I've updated anything so I kinda understand if you noticed things now that you didn't before (like the ponponpon room! hehheh!!)
Cantstopcrazy
March 24th, 2013
the new pages look epic! So cant wait to see where this goes now more than ever.
Cantstopcrazy
March 24th, 2013
Omg the new page are epic, nic pon pon pon panel.
Beauty_of_Syn
March 24th, 2013
XD im goin back to reread now then!!
welcome backkkkk!
Antitime
March 24th, 2013
Return~! All the old pages have been edited, and the latest two are being redone because I was struggling so bad around that time.
Next page I'm going to offer a really long comment explanation pertaining to Paris's logic, because it's really important that this isn't misconstrued as 'mentally ill people shouldn't take meds'
the thing is, since we're listening to a biased, flawed and irrational character (who has a valid point but is still all of those things) it's easy to forget that their views aren't always my views <3

Everyone who stuck around and is looking forward to this: thank you so much!!! to all my new followers: welcome!
the art looks damn good!
There shall be more!! O.O yayz! Glad your feeling better about your style and all, cant wait to see the story!
YOU'RE BACK! oh my goodness, im so excited! Augh the art looks amazing and the coloring and the everything! Man I missed this comic, so glad you've come back!
I know what you're thinking
actually I don't lol

I took a long break from art. Basically, I was discouraged. I spent a long time writing what I thought (and still think) was a great story, and I had spent years in school trying to refine and perfect my style and was still leagues behind where I wanted to be. And the average page of Stabilizer was just some time-consuming and depressing to draw because it didn't come naturally to me. This was me trying my damn hardest to draw the best I could, and I was still falling short.
I don't think I'm anywhere near perfect now, but I feel better. I understand my limits and my strengths, and I'm going to play to those instead of dwelling on everything I do wrong, and so far I've made a lot of leaps forward in the art department already.
The main issue here is, of course, my style has changed. Then again, looking at this comic, style shifts are obviously not unexpected so I think I can continue where I left off and only make minor adjustments to previous pages (doing stuff like drawing Paris's glasses because I just want him to have them, fixing a few awkward anatomy issues) and then I should be able to push forward with a slightly more simplified coloring style (for the most part)
in the mean time, thank you everyone who stuck around or even faved in my absence. your support means a lot to me and I love you all. <3
Cantstopcrazy
August 20th, 2012
My friends told me this cuz I was in a similar situation with my writing; because your sharing it with others your opinion on quality doesn't matter as long as others like it.
pnfpn
August 19th, 2012
Oh man... I hope you come back soon. I understand how that feels. I agree with Cactus though - your art is great! Even if you drew only stick figures, at least you'd be sharing an awesome story.
Cactus Luv
August 18th, 2012
Not good enough? >:( someone needs to stop being so Blue. (oh god im so sorry for he puns) But seriously. I would kill for your art style. Don't belittle yourself when your already better than most.
Antitime
August 18th, 2012
Hiatus
taking one because I'm really upset with my art, and you guys deserve a fair warning. I'm really trying to like drawing again but I've just been so down on myself it's near impossible to get a page done. Hopefully I'll overcome it soon, like I said, and this story certainly isn't dead because the entire thing is written and it's -really good- which I think is my main problem...I'm not good enough to draw it :(
Indagold
August 16th, 2012
Psychedelicious.
Indagold
August 16th, 2012
This is a cool page, I'm liking how this is going.
Indagold
August 16th, 2012
I love the rainbow blobs.
Antitime
June 6th, 2012
Sorry for the late page, I really had trouble with this one. I got my friend Karen to sketch some composition ideas for me, in the end I'm still not fully happy with the result but I had to get the page done, I'm not going to let one page hold back the whole comic lol.