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People don't read this. Which means if you are reading this, you aren't a people! Isn't transitive property fun? Anywho..
I'm just your average, ordinary, run of the mill transgender gal from Alberta. Nothing to see here. I sometimes make poorly drawn web comic for people! Like.. this one! Yay!
Feel free to PM me if you have questions or criticism.
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@JaxRhapsody: The only thing it "makes you" is happy or knowing that it doesn't make you happy.
Trying to judge yourself or put yourself in a stupid little slot to find other likeminded lemmings when you are just yourself and you are NOT them and theres no point in trying to be THEM when you are YOU?
Or something like that, I don't know, Im just so tired. Its one of the reasons I cant do this any more, the whole transtrender thing has just destroyed any semblance of me being able to help people..
@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: Its the easiest way to define parameters of land or driveway space (especially in deep snow) by putting the line between posts. Barbed wire is generally easier than finding non-barbed wire, for some reason.

Its a farm thing.
November 17th, 2018
@cornchipwarrior: "Here" doesn't exactly tell me or the others reading your comment where your location is on the planet that you consider here. While I am sure I *could* install an IP tracer to find out where you are, that seems like a lot of work for a dead webcomic.
@cornchipwarrior: 2017 and 2018 were the hottest Vancouver summers in 50+ years. So.. yes, warm is an understatement.
Thanks Obama..
@Stephanie50: How do you end the story of someone's life? Short of killing her, what do I do, "and then she got surgery and lived happily ever after" or something?
@Stephanie50: I am happy I could have helped you stay alive with us, and find a way to move forward. I deeply apologize that I cannot continue to make more, its just no longer in me - I've given it all to people like you.
November 6th, 2018
@oliviana: I am glad I managed to help in some way. I've felt the same way about Venus Envy, and its almost time for my yearly read of that.
Maybe you will be the next one to pass the torch to?
@cornchipwarrior: She was singing one other time and she was *really bad*. That was like, two years ago real world time so I don't expect anyone to remember.
@Bandana_girl: A carry letter isn't legal. Its more like.. highly encouraged and any cop who doesn't want a civil action would respect it. For Annie's case, since she passes most of the time, it comes under scrutiny when she is outted as she has been.
October 16th, 2018
@Bandana_girl: The dog already existed from very early. Like, when she (back in boy mode) moved in to her mom's house the first time.
October 4th, 2018
@mj6373: I look at it this way;
I am a tank.
I have dents in me.
I am still a fucken' tank.

If all you hear, over and over, is "you are perfect and dont have dents", then you cant get over the fact that you have dents. Everyone has dents. If you know about them, then you can fix them. You can slap on a chunk of steel to cover the bullet holes in the sides. If you dont know the hole is there, you can't put a chunk of steel over it.

Trans people have a mental or physical problem. By saying we dont means that we literally cannot get medical coverage from healthcare companies. Like my anti-depression medication to fix my lack of seretonin, I also need my hormone replacement to resolve a physical lack of estrogen. If I am not told and verified that I have an issue, then I cannot fix said issue.

Black humour is the acceptance that bad shit happens, and will happen to us, and we can still laugh at it. We can still laugh at depression being shitty, and experience it - and make it more acceptable because of it. There are ways to do it properly. I have been trying to do that. Look at how Annie and Lexi talk to each other about their problems - through joking.
"You cant get any because you have man-meat"
"And you cant get any man-meat because you don't eat normal meat"
Or something like that. Point is, they talk about it, they joke, they know they have problems, but they are stronger because they accept it. Sometimes, you need help - blind acceptance doesn't tend to give help, it shuts a door by saying there is nothing to help.

Like when I told RMitch about myself. I knew I had a problem. I was scared, I told my best friend. He didnt care, but he knew it was a problem. He asked if I wanted to talk. I said no. He asked if we wanted to play games. We did. That acknowledgement of him seeing a problem and knowing it is a problem, matters.
Imagine what could have been resolved ahead of time if the cheer captain told Annie "I see that this is a thing, you have a thing. Is there anything I need to know to help you in this regard". But no, she just didnt say anything, left Annie paranoid and making excuses, and then ambushing the other cheer captain.

I'm just ranting now I guess. Whatever, I'm just a white person who still has male privilege because I started that way and refuse to be a victim. My friends know I have a problem and stated outright they would defend me to the death if some bigot came against me - they wouldn't know to do that if I didn't tell them. Or something. Fuck I'm so tired..
October 1st, 2018
@cornchipwarrior: I wouldn't call it old so much as outmoded. Depends on your server protocol.
September 27th, 2018
@DewOrSomething: I'm literally playing Heroes of the Storm, and people just.. they suck so badly..
September 27th, 2018
@mj6373: "Yes" - The Author.
September 26th, 2018

I hate my own work so much.
@DewOrSomething: Yeah apparently I fucked up and coloured over the orange on her hands previously.
@Rockwarbler: If you go back and look at Annie's reactions to Bree over the past few days, you can see the moments when she notices the charade coming down. Its subtle and really only able to be interpreted going back in time. Like re-watching Book of Eli.
September 24th, 2018
@cornchipwarrior: I don't know a lot. But I know this.

Compliance regulations will follow you through this life and the next, Maximus.
@mj6373: In this case, you are wrong about 1. If you listened to some of the things she said off-screen when Annie wasn't supposed to hear it, you would see that Bree has taken a certain amount of delight in the overall jerking-around that she has done. It has been fleeting, because she has been hiding things relatively well, except when she wanted to dangle in front of Annie to make her esteem go down.
It might have been too subtle. I've spent a lot more time with her than you have. Well, I hope I have anyways. Everything that has happened with every character has been put in there since the beginning. Only took several years per person for the payoff though - like the cheerleader skirt. The one cheer captain knew, but didn't do anything for a very long time. Bree saw Annie trying to be nice, and thought maybe she could change, but then kept sliding back.

Which is metaphorical to trans people, by the way.
@mj6373: They have gone dark three times, though she has turned her head to darkness several more times. This was to feign hurt. On the page "recording" she was doing this to show how Annie was all Bree had left after Cindi and Zora left, to trick Annie in to recording the message. On the Audio File page, she turns to darkness to "look at" the dead, but she looks up instead of down like Annie does. This is an indication of control over the dark, instead of descent in to it. That her eyes are half-covered also show that she is somewhat in her own mind with the thought, instead of simply staring as Annie is each time. the on Tandem Timeline (this page) her eyes turn dark while staring at the light in an act of sheer sinister nature. She is looking at the light, but can't look at the person who should be her light. She looks up at the light, but only has darkness in her eyes.

In previous pages, yes, it was an attempt to show her fighting her own nature. Go back through the pages of this year and you can see times when she is actively trying to be better than she knows she will eventually be. This is not necessarily because she is trying, but because the author is trying to make her try. I honestly didn't know where Bree would end up with all of this. You say it goes against Bree's character to change, but that would be wrong - we can all change. Even those who seem to seek evil and pain can and do change, or have moments when they know how wrong it is what they are doing. Same with those who are good - look what Julie did after years of being supportive.

Also, I'm not particularly good at visual storytelling so I am doing the best I can. Sorry.