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People don't read this. Which means if you are reading this, you aren't a people! Isn't transitive property fun? Anywho..
I'm just your average, ordinary, run of the mill transgender gal from Alberta. Nothing to see here. I sometimes make poorly drawn web comic for people! Like.. this one! Yay!
Feel free to PM me if you have questions or criticism.
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@torirox011: This comic is a horrible triggering train wreck that borders on torture porn. While I am pleased that it helped the incredibly small audience that for some reason too merit in it, I just cant keep doing it any more. Writing the previous chapter was so difficult that it made me be unable to pick up a pencil again. I have several months of stuff that is texted and cleaned and uncoloured and unposted because I just can't do it. Been fighting my own mental illness too long to help anyone else any more.
@cornchipwarrior: Seems implied that Annie was outright screaming it to the audience with the pointin' and all. But her voice was probably still broken. So maybe Lexi managed to shout loud enough.

I don't know any more about anything.
@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: Happy birthday. Hope you enjoy a half-dead transgirl entirely denying her friends death in a failing webcomic that literally cant fulfill its purpose.
August 12th, 2018
@Bandana_girl: Not to be even more of a bitch than usual, but aren't people supposed to confront the things that harm them so they can move past it? Isn't that the entire point of this stupid fucking comic in the first place? The leading research about PTSD is to get some immersion to begin healing instead of hiding under the bed when a car backfires.
Or basically any of the music by Icon for Hire? They essentially since about cutting themselves and suffering massive anxiety so that people won't feel alone. Sure, I am essentially useless compared to them, but that was the objective they were trying for, wasn't it?

Not that you are wrong. I put the warning at the beginning to drive everyone away. So I guess I agree with you.
@JaxRhapsody: I'm colourblind. But it is a dark blue/purple with a yellow "healing" area, which I guess makes green. I try to pay attention when I get bruised to make sure I am following how it looks, but clearly I can't see colours.

Don't share unless you can and want to. Otherwise, keep them in your heart.
@Bandana_girl: Yeah. This entire comic pretty fucked up. I don't blame anyone for not wanting to read it. They should read Rain.
@Bandana_girl: Slurpees. Thats what I offer. At least then we can die full of sugar, and if we suck at dying (as I have clearly proven, I am immortal) then we have free healthcare.

Or we can just keep making promises and hope that we can keep them.
@Rockwarbler: The answer to many problems is just being nice and forgiveness. If Annie didn't forgive, Cindi wouldn't have been there to help. One would hope that Cindi could forgive herself too.
I've done some horrible things, usually well intentioned. I can forgive others for the things they do to me, but it is much harder to find that for yourself. I think Wendy understands that who you are now isn't who you used to be, and that is what matters.
@Bandana_girl: It might be a regional thing. At least where I've lived in Canada, using someones name to calm them down is a "Im talking to you politely but really dont have to".

Like "Ms Phillens, please leave"
when you want to say "Hey lady, get out".
@Lessa: She is just some person. An engaged parent. Of an overacheiving nerd who is now getting in fist fights because their entire future is being taken away by this dude.
@DCFAN: You hear the bluegrass cover band? They rock. In a mellow way.
@Bandana_girl: I call it Richmond tap water.
I was working so hard today that I forgot to blink for an hour. Im not talking in hyperbole. I forgot to blink. I realized after I closed the conversation with the client that I needed to blink. Then I did, and it hurt. Then I fixed more things. Then an hour and a half later I realized I literally couldn't function any more, an I went home, and I drank 6oz of 40%, and now things are almost ok again, and I will soon eat a pizza and do some math on when I can get on my bike and go for a ride and not be intoxicated because I am still a very big human being and drinking heavily causes that.
@Rockwarbler: Wendy is supposed to be a representative of normality. How she supports her friend to the end, but, its never going to be easy for her to do that. Same thing as what happened with the cheerleaders, nobody cares, except when they care.
Or something, I don't know any more.
@Bandana_girl: There is no real her. They are all real her. So.. answer your own question using that? I dunno. Thats sort of the point of this entire transgender webcomic and self hate and stuff that I was writing.
@bexm80: Thats a shame. I could use a second opinion. For all I know I am causing a lot of damage.
@cornchipwarrior: Oh, my bad then. It must get better I guess.
Thats how life works. Its hard then it gets better and then everyone is happy.
@cornchipwarrior: Yeah, no part of this gets better before it gets worse.

Fuck this chapter and fuck the person who wrote it.
@Bandana_girl: Nobody else has a southern accent except Zora.
The other one is Bree, if I recall.
@Rockwarbler: Polyamory is difficult, but from what I have heard, the only thing that really matters is being open an honest. Even if you are allowed to sex up 10 different people, if you go out and sex up and 11th and hide it from your partner(s), then it is a serious violation of trust.

On the other hand, you have affairs, that are almost kind of ok. Usually thats one of those, "I know you are doing it, but nobody should talk about it, so we can pretend like you arent hurting me". This seems to be the direction that Annie is seeing this as? Hard to tell.
@Rockwarbler: Annie specifically asked about fault, which is why it came up. Thats what the nightmares have been, Wendy and others blaming Annie for something. Fault is very relevant.