People don't read this. Which means if you are reading this, you aren't a people! Isn't transitive property fun? Anywho..
I'm just your average, ordinary, run of the mill transgender gal from Alberta. Nothing to see here. I sometimes make poorly drawn web comic for people! Like.. this one! Yay!
Feel free to PM me if you have questions or criticism.
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@DewOrSomething: As if I have the ability to draw a tiny drum set with rainbows on it. Ha!
I'm still a fan of Andrea's above all.
@claredin: That depends entirely on the person. The RMitch knew I was exactly who I always was and gave zero fucks about what was gonna be between my legs. My parents basically pointed out that the person I was never actually existed and they never knew him. So while that person was dead, it was someone who was never really there.

I've really been lucky though, I've lost basically nobody.

Edit: But this comic was about actual suicide, not transition. Which is something I am a bit more familiar with.
@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: That would work well. Skaters tend to have big meaty legs, and with Annie's swimmer legs, it would totally go together.
@CuteDress&TwinPonytails: Was hoping when you would show up :)

Also... IM GOING THERE! In three weeks. Gonna drive from BC to dinosaurland and see dinosaurs and the zoo!
@claredin: That's one heck of a theory. Good luck with that, Detective. -John Constantine.

Only one flaw: other people have directly interacted with her. So it seems less plausible at this point.

Though this does feed in to the theory I have about my own existence. I have always contended with 'am I really here'. So I contend now that I am simply a figment of the RMitches imagination. I exist, and everything around me exists, because he thinks it exists. When that episode of Buffy came out where she was in the hospital and they were telling her how it was all made up? Like that. It is jarring. But it is also a lot easier than having to deal with the fact that this could very well be a real world.
@claredin: Both Erica (the character) and I (the theoretically real person) are on the autistic spectrum. Expression and social skills are not things that we exactly have in spades. This last weekend, my friends got me a T-Shirt with a Mr Man on it that says "I had fun once. It was awful". They know the way I operate is much like Erica here.
@claredin: Thats the problem - she could very easily have kicked that other girl's butt. She chose not to. She let herself get hit once just to end the conflict.

Take that for whatever psychology you want :(
@DewOrSomething: She WAS in yesterday's page, if you paid attention. And she IS silhouetted on the bridge. And she IS holding a hot chocolate slightly off screen in frame 2.

Don't blame Erica for you being unobservant! :)
@claredin: It is a lot like building a relationship on other, essentially superficial traits. Like race. But then again, you could also look at being trans as an activity, and that is something that can be based on. People are great friends because they go skiing together, and share the experience, right? I guess being trans is the same?
@claredin: There are a few pages being posted in.. uh.. late 2017 or early 2018, cant remember, that cover the entire 'doing it for attention' thing. Ignoring the stupidity of the statement in general, you have to wonder why doing it for attention is such a bad thing anyways. Even if I ended up in there just so someone would be nice to me, how fucked up must my brain be to be at that point? Or how bad must it be in my life that this is a better option?
Some people just suck at their jobs.

I'm coming up on one year since my last attempt as well. People sometimes tell me that reading WF is the only reason they were able to hang on that little bit longer. Well, the only reason I am still here is because I forgot to post my "I'm not around any more, here is the end of the story and my passwords" and had to tell someone them before I fell asleep. They of course called the feds and here I am, still alive, and life is much better.

Thank you for saying it should be essential reading. Just as much as it is for trans youth, I wish more parents would read it. Knowing how some trans people think is essential to being able to help. My parents were awesome, but even they now know how much they missed out on my thoughts and feelings.
@sunspark: P: Well know for her high levels of gayness :)
@claredin: That's actually pretty good of them! I came out in.. 2005 or something? Big telecom in Canada, where, you know, we've had gay marriage since forever. So they didn't announce anything, they just said 'yup, yer a girl now, if someone complains I will deal with it'.
@claredin: They announced it?! Or you did?
@DewOrSomething: All too often, mental health conditions are genetic. My bipolar runs in the family, that's for sure.

Mr Razio might be unstable, but he might also just be really on edge because of what is happening to Grace. I don't know him well enough to say one way or another.
@sunspark: Frickin hell the name has been bothering me since last night and I couldn't put my finger on it. Yeesh. It should be 'misinterpret'. That is some epic fail on my part. So much for master of the englishez.

I think it should be Razio. I will unify it.
@claredin: You CAN. But you might not be able to get them back in. I took mine out because one was getting all oozy and I needed to clean it. Couldn't get it back in. Had to re-pierce the back of the hole through sheer force of will and a strong arm.
Didn't know about the swimming thing. I would have thought the chlorine would have been good for the ear holes!
@claredin: I don't know what an MFA level is, but I can take it as a compliment! the more people discuss my art, the more it is apparent that said art is a style instead of plain good. With this, I can be proud.

Usually I am hesitant to take any sort of art compliment, but I think you might be the straw that broke the camel's back here. I mean it when I say thank you, it means more to me today than it has any time before.

Fun fact: I also took life drawing in college as part of my Game Design and Project Management courses. I was surprisingly good at negative space with chalk and that is about it.

The story has no intention of ending at the moment. I have until the end of year 2 written out in basic format. Annie has so much left to learn and so much life left to live. And for the first time in 33 years, I can say the same about the author.
@claredin: Uh... you seem to be brighter than I am, because I don't see the WoO. Unless you mean the colour transition thing, in which it wasn't copying that old movie, I just did it for artistic reasons that apparently was done by someone more artistic than me and I apparently copied entirely subconciously!
@claredin: I still do it.. thats why I am now the lord of master of my tech minions. Useful OCDs!
@DewOrSomething: Given Kora's condition, it was probably pretty much nothingness. I ad to go back and look it up, you actually counted from Nov 27th till now? Blimey!

I know when I was put in the hospital for that long, it was essentially just staring off in to nothing and wanting to go home and hurt myself again. The drugs kept me pretty zombie, which really helped, but the overall experience was basically just grey and existing in between sleep.

Kora has a different condition (which I have now, didn't then) so she probably isn't on any zombie drugs.