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People don't read this. Which means if you are reading this, you aren't a people! Isn't transitive property fun? Anywho..
I'm just your average, ordinary, run of the mill transgender gal from Alberta. Nothing to see here. I sometimes make poorly drawn web comic for people! Like.. this one! Yay!
Feel free to PM me if you have questions or criticism.
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@AuroraSnorealis: Because I didn't redo it. I did a large portion of the archives to get them to a basic level of acceptable, some of them I didn't get to. All of the older comics look like this or worse till I redid them. Check out the facebook page for a side by side of older comics and their redos.
@FBG: Feexed, thanks.
What a surprisingly happy end to the week. I like that!

Side note: I now have a Patreon. I was told to make one by people who wanted to donate to me. So now it exists!
October 19th, 2017
@FBG: Indeed, very deliberate. The things we think about as we go to sleep are sometimes darker than the night we are escaping from.
October 19th, 2017
@AuroraSnorealis: I would like it if you would be able to better explain your stance on this and what you meant by this. I am in no way saying you are wrong, but I am curious as to how you are equating the two.
October 17th, 2017
@AuroraSnorealis: Annie is used to being judged out of hand by people who don't know her. How well do any of the people who talk poorly of Bree really know her? Can we tell when a person is rehabilitated or better, if they did do a past offense? Has Bree ever actually hurt Annie?
Or maybe Annie is just thinking with the Annie that shall not be mentioned and this is all a trap.
I am seriously trying to figure out why I named this how I did. I only have like 6 of their songs. Anyone? Help me out there?
October 13th, 2017
@dishuel: I've always struggled to explain it myself. Nothing is specifically wrong, but everything is wrong, all at the same time. I've managed to go a full year now without, but its always going to be something that is in the back of my head.

Lets you and me keep finding out way back from the fog.
October 8th, 2017
I hope this gives some people a better insight in to how some people feel/act when they cut. For some, it isn't a rush, or a thing we even think about, it just happens. Yeah, the term 'confused teenager' might apply - except it doesn't stop at teens. Things get bad, and there is a shutdown of brain, and somewhere inside there is an attempt to recover, but that doesn't happen, and then there is blood.
What Kora said is true too - sometimes there isn't a reason. Sometimes our brains simply don't do what they should do. I've had a pretty lousy life overall, but not enough to warrant things that happen. Really, nothing warrants the amount of damage I've done to myself. However, my brain just doesn't work properly sometimes. It stops being able to make me feel ok, and, I don't have much in the way of options. My dad, there is a chance he has never felt happiness, because his brain doesn't process seratonin. My brother, he gets bad depression. I get a combination of much deeper depression and the occasional mania. Brains are complicated and hard, and there isn't always a simple reason.

If you are out there, and hurting yourself, please, don't feel like you are failing. You are doing the best you can. It can get better. I won't promise it will, but, it might. And that is worth having some hope for. Stay with us. Don't hide your pain, let people help. I want to help.
@Lex-Kat: Clearly they just don't get it. It is hard to understand unless you take a lot of time to.. you know.. predicate large portions of you life to it.
@cornchipwarrior: is what part of what Lexi said true?
@cornchipwarrior: I am so glad that you find something or merit in all of this. There are so many hard times, but also, so much hope for the future.
Thanks for sticking through the jenky-art days!
If you've never been trapped in a mental ward, and gotten released, and then gone back in, and heard that door snap behind you? It can be hard to understand how much weight is behind that door closing. It means so much more than just a door closing. It is the sound of all doors closing. And that is scary.

Side note: I now have a Patreon. I was told to make one by people who wanted to donate to me. So now it exists!
@Lex-Kat: Can you freaking little monsters just all gang up on me at the same time? Loading the PSD file takes upwards of 15 seconds and causes a very minor amount of effort to fix! Yeesh!
@FBG: It was intentional, because it sounded correct. What it should have been was you too, too. But then I realized it didn't have context on the additional addition, so it was incorrect. You could classify it as a mistake, and I would accept that.

Then I done gone borked up that second one good. Lulz.
@Steph: I derped. It is fixed.
Now I have to figure out why I am not getting email notifications when I get new messages.
@Guest: Why would you apologize to me for my failure to click on things in the right order?
What are you, Canadian?
September 18th, 2017
@dishuel: He tries. And it shows. He is modeled after my dad, who made a lot of mistakes, but never failed to be the father I needed.
September 14th, 2017
@HinataLotus: It isn't often that doing what needs to be done is easy. But she is doing it.
@cornchipwarrior: Music itself tends to be one of those things where it doesn't matter what you look like or who you are, so long as you can play/sing. Then, like a D&D group, they become the family you spend the most time with.