ChocolateMilkLOL
Just your average lumberjack trans man.

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I'm good being single forever tbh
I'm asexual if anyone was wondering.
Long post
So this is a somewhat serious topic (also TW for periods and stuff):

for the past year (as far as I can remember at least), I’ve been having excruciating abdominal pains during the night. There’s no schedule, no pattern, to tell me when the episodes hit. The pain is hard to describe, the best things I can compare it to, is a mixture of period cramps and constipation. It comes in waves and can keep me up for hours. I’ve found that taking 2 ibuprofen and a Gravol ward it off and let me pass out long enough to get some sleep, but obviously this shouldn’t be a long-term solution. I’m probably killing my liver with all these drugs lol.

I’ve seen a doctor, got my blood tested, got an ultrasound, and nothing shows any abnormal results. When I first started experiencing these pains, I remember looking it up to try and find answers. There seemed to be a number of other trans guys on testosterone who were experiencing the same pains, but no one had a definitive answer as to what caused them and how to fix them.

I’ve only recently discovered more conversation about these pains. I found an interesting article that stated it is recommended to get your uterus and such removed after several years on testosterone. This is the article if anyone’s interested in reading it.

While I’m happy that there is a potential solution, and I want these pains to stop, I really don’t want to go in for another surgery. I haven’t experiences any extreme dysphoria since getting top surgery. My reproductive organs haven’t really bothered me mentally, so it hasn’t been a pressing matter to get them removed. Sigh. I don’t know what to do.

Also I got a tattoo.
OK, so this was a really long time ago
I'm talking like, the second week of May LOL

Long story short, I brought the wrong T bottle during my vacation, so I didn't have any for my shot on Thursday. Normally it's nbd if I miss it by a day, but like, that was the shittiest I had felt in a very long time.
Yeee boiii
3 bedroom apartment right across the street from campus
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It's either this or taking 10 minutes to find a washroom where all the stalls aren't full.
Auuuugh
All my guy friends from high school knew be before I started transition, and they’ve been mega supportive. Their perception of me hasn’t changed, and they see me as a dude, but, this is different somehow. These two don’t know I’m trans. They see me a regular cis guy. Don’t get me wrong, I do not want to be cis lol. It’s probably all in my head, but having dude friends where I can just, yanno, dude around with, is really special to me.

I’m really bad at explaining how I feel. My apologies haha
Just a little encouragement
Sometimes I just gotta raise my spirits a bit.

Sorry for lack of updates. I kind of want to do a holiday event like I (tried) to do last year. Any ideas?
You guys
15 July 2015 I got chest reconstruction surgery. I am extremely fortunate I had such a short wait time and I am so thankful for everyone who supported me and helped me reach this point, including you guys <3 I will be having a giveaway in the next few months so stay tuned!
WEeeeh
We have shelves for overstock in the back. I'm too short to reach most of the stuff on top. I still try though. My manager thinks otherwise.

I'm shorter than the average Asian male. OTL

Sorry for the lack of updates and the crappiness of this one. School has been a pain in the ass. I'm almost done though and I'm excited to release some news very soon! So stay tuned!
The struggle is real
When you're co-worker's attractive, but it'll never happen so all you can do is 'observe'.
Yoooo!
Hello! Here's the rest of Transmas! Sorry I couldn't finish it during the holidays. I felt bad though and I really wanted to show you the rest, so I through this together! Thanks for sticking with me, guys, it really means a lot! <3
@Al: Thank you! I'm glad you liked it! <3 I'll definitely pull something together to finish it!
@ErintheGayLemur: Thank you so much! I do feel better <3
Hey Folks!
Whoa! I'm not dead! So sorry for the absence. Went through some shit during the holidays, so i unfortunately couldn't finish the 12 Days of Transmas. I'll post the rest of the lyrics if yall want.

Anyways, I'm really busy right now, so I'm not sure when I'll be able to update again. I would say after the new semester begins, but I'm (finally) going getting to go back to work! Remember it blew up last summer? X'D So yeah, that's happening. I'm also going to try and get into shape because I would love to get rid of some of my flub. T makes you eat so much more omg X'D

Thanks a bunch for staying with me and holy heck over 80 followers?! You guys are crazy! -hugs all- Love y'all! Stay fresh, my darlings! I hope you're having a wonderful day! If not, keep your head up comrade.

OH! I almost forgot, I'm thinking about starting a positive and self-care blog. Lemme know what you think! Should I or shan't I?
@jimmy: Hello! I actually did not, and have not, gone to a therapist. I know many trans people have gone through some sort of therapy; however I only met with my doctor before starting hormones. In my personal opinion, I do not think therapy is necessary, HOWEVER talking to people who are going through the same thing can help and I would actually recommend it. There are plenty of resources that can help you get into contact with people on the internet and you can do some searching on a local level to see if there is anyone in your area that would be available to speak to. I hope I could help. If you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to ask!
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Sory for the delay guys, been a bit down in the dumps these past few days.
Baby it's cold outside~
Sorry for the crappy picture OTL I'm hosting a dinner tonight and I didn't have time to do more.
O' Holy Niiiight
Hey guys, we're halfway there! :D Sorry it's so late today!
Froosty
I made a mistake on the last one and forgot to change 1st to 4th. XD I'll fix that later today haha