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@Zara: it is, it's a weird reflection of how society views sex, but it's an easily consumable trope so people eat it right up lol. And thanks for being so nice - I'm looking forward to posting more, too!
@Zara: ahh I've been so caught up in exams I only just now saw your comment, but I just wanna join in to say that I'm seriously so flattered you like my comic! I dislike those manga clich├ęs too, especially the romanticized rape (just yikes) but sadly it's been popularized in a lot of manga and webcomics.

As for Takashi and Hiro, they aren't stuck in the top/bottom roles they're currently in, it's just how they happen to do it the first time bc Hiro is a princess lol, so fear not! People in same-sex relationships can have preferred roles ofc, but it's weird to determine that based on a character's looks, so at least for my stories I always try to keep things true to the characters' personalities rather than a set power structure based on bad tropes. I'm a big fan of reversible couples and parodies on tropes so I always try to incorporate it in my own work.

#endrant lmao. I'm glad you like my comic and I hope you'll enjoy the rest!
I want to reply to you guys' comments but with exams right now I just haven't had the time. Hope you're enjoying the chapter though!

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To those interested in the survey responses: http://sta.sh/0k4z4kbg6na

I'm sorry if the survey had a bit of a weeaboo vibe to it lol, I needed to restrict the Japanese terms I tracked to those I've seen used most often in webcomic comment sections. I personally would never use Japanese words in English sentences unless there was no English equivalent.

All your responses were helpful, whether you use the terms seriously or ironically, and I'm super grateful. You guys are champs <3

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Forgot to update on SJ again fuhhh
pls go to Tapas or Webtoon for more timely updates. Next update in not too long!

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Survey done! I have enough responses now that I can start on the essay part, thank you guys so much for all your help!

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@zinnzinnluv: it's equivalent exchange LOL (can you tell that I've been rewatching FMA)
@Arcane Allusion: too dumb to realize them in the first place hahah. And thank you, I'm def gonna die! lol
@artraire: YESSS me too, you guys helped out so fast it's amazing <3
@Yoowl: haha it could! Like edging, only with penetration and lack of movement
@Snowwater: pretty much lol
@akihiko66: by the power of his iron will and the thought of bottoming lol
@Auldr: you never know what happens in this comic lol
@The Victuuri Child: probably the most used reaction by readers throughout this entire comic lol
@mattyswartz: and they love you! And I love nuggets lol
@akitary: ahaha if only there was a survey to determine tops and bottoms, it'd make things more simple for everyone
@aryaya: aww that's fine, I got plenty of answers!
Extra update as an apology for messing up the survey the first time around. Thanks to everyone who took it, I have enough answers to keep updating twice a week throughout december (exam month of hell lol)

Hope you guys are enjoying this awkward sex scene lol

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@XxKanashiYumexX: haha don't die, and thank you! I've started to like drawing backs
@LonLonMarin: aahh thank you! I'm so glad you guys like it hngnhh
@Yoowl: it's horrible, mate, I feel like I'm drowning and I haven't even started yet lmao. They'll probably catch a cold anyway bc they're idiots haha
@ToastyBuns: haha yes, they're both top of their class lmao
@Jason (Guest): Yeah, tbh I think it's that way with most things. I used to not like sushi until I tried it a few times and now it's my favorite thing in the world lol
@R.O.-bot: I was embarrassed drawing this too LOL
@akihiko66: but rule no.1 of sex is if it's not good for both parties it's not real sex
@Gnildryw: guurl I'll revive you!
@yaoiioay: haha HEY OHH
@larissaf04: I live for making people laugh and cringe at the same time LOL
@Human (Guest): hahah aww man, then I'm sorry that my comic is so full of embarrassing characters, but I'm glad you're persevering! Seriously though thanks so much for the kind comment and for reading, it means so much to me that you'd still like it despite your prefs <3
I was in Manchester on vacation and forgot to post the updates here, sorry! More pages on the way

You can access the uncensored version on my Patreon (Tier 1) or buy the physical book (vol. 3) when it comes out in my storenvy.

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@xX-Ghost-Xx: IT IS I was getting frustrated with him as well lol
@raephium: hahah thank you, I'm so glad you like it!
@WisdomRaider: Yeah, I noticed after I'd drawn it but I was too lazy to correct it and figured readers would just fill out the blanks lol
Survey: https://goo.gl/forms/3J7KZqWS37Mrbdxi2
The survey is completely anonymous. Even if you don't know the Japanese terms please feel free to answer anyway, I'm just tracking trends so all responses are really useful.

Thanks so much to everyone taking the survey (and especially those retaking it), you guys are fucking champs!
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Pls enjoy this pickle censor lol. You can't see it but Takashi is wearing a condom under there bc safe sex is important

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@retsof: always poor hiro
@Raptor-bait: yeah, he's too slow at being honest
@Misfit_Mimi: Thank you! Had to redo the survey though bc I couldn't access the responses, but I appreciate it!
@Sassa-Chan: thank you! and lol yeah, he shouldn't
@SomiJuli: ahh thank you so much! I actually drew that panel without reference so I was amazed I managed lol. And yeah, they're def experiencing the sexy times very differently lol
@zinnzinnluv: thank you! haha I actually got the idea for the pickle censor bc I'd been eating pickles
@SoulRaider116: haha you'd be surprised how many comments like that I've been getting on my other platforms, so at least you're not alone. And thank you!
@Yoowl: haha yeah, thankfully the bumps aren't an indication of what Takashi's weenie is actually like lol. And ahh yeah, I couldn't access all the answers on the surveymonkey one so I had to remake it in Google Forms, the new link in the description should work. AND THANK YOU
@Plotty (Guest): YEAH SORRY
@Lirilei: It is, sorry! I had to remake the survey bc I couldn't access all the answers, the new link in the description should work though!
@Fili (Guest): Me too, drawing this was so weird for me lol. And yeah, sorry, I had to remake the survey bc I couldn't access all the answers, the new link in the description should work though!
@ZHODY the delfinator: haha I know what you mean, I actually do that with a lot of words too and I never even took french lol
@coloradogirl86: Haha, so glad you like the pickle, and YES I feel like the awkward, unsexy side of sex is so rarely explored, it's always just this perfectly pleasurable fantasy
@Chocotorta: don't worry, there's time yet for Hiro's slow gears to get moving lol
@Sasu (Guest): haha, THANK YOU! I wanted it to be realistically unglamorous. Unfortunately I have to censor it bc of SJ rules tho
@Ollyba: haha I've been getting so many pickle Rick comments and puns and it's equally entertaining every time
OHH guys I'm so sorry, I completely forgot to upload this page here, I've been kinda out of it lately SORRY! I upload more regularly on Tapas, or alternatively on Webtoon where I upload slower but more pages at a time.

Stay tuned for the next update in a few hours!

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@GalaxyOfShips: HE ABOUT TO DO THE IT lol
@gavil e lou: HE IISSS haha
@akihiko66: after 84 years lmao
the hero we all need lmao

forgot to update on SJ again jfc

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Hiro's the only person who would do a victory pose while getting fingered lmao

And to answer the question from the last page, I'm 25! Most of the votes were for 22-23 and I take that as a sign that I will stay young forever lol

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@SaasantheSassy: Partial victories are all the victories we need! PS your icon is fucking adorable haha
@aryaya: close enough!
@MoonByte: You guessed it! haha now I'm afraid to say that it's a challenge in case people start sending me pics of them doing a victory pose while getting fingered LOL
@M-24: yes HOW DARE YOU lmao
@Ledgerina: I am! 1992 is the best year lol. But yeah, I guess I give off a younger vibe, most people on Tapas guessed that I was a teenager too lol
@Quadrant: haha same, I usually always provide silly answers as an option for that exact reason. Their shirts are def gonna be ruined lol
@Plotty (Guest): you guessed in the same age range as most people on Tapas, I guess I just have that deceptive vibe haha
@zinnzinnluv: One year off is still really close though! Idk how you guys can even guess that close lol
@Yoowl: he prob is haha. I always felt like I was a few years older than you, I think you had your age on your profile waaay back when, or am I remembering it wrong?
@Jashi: haha nothing wrong with being old, as long as your heart is young YOU'RE young lol
@XxKanashiYumexX: For the glory of being a manly man lol
@Guest: He's special that's for sure lol
@sstogner1: ohh I always wondered how you got into BL since your age would mean you didn't have the same exposure as most of my other readers. It's so cute that you bonded with your daughter over that! Great genre to bond over lol
@SomiJuli: ahhah I'm so glad you liked that! I always hope to make you laugh with my jokes bc I feel like you appreciate them lol. Can't wait to show you how it goes either!
@Auldr: omg dude, I love the way you phrased that. I don't think I ever consciously decided to make a commentary on guy culture but now that you mention it I can totally see it. Tbh I just make my bad jokes and hope that people laugh lol, but I love your comment, thank you for writing it!
Poor Hiro.

On another note I'm super curious, how old do you guys think I am? Made a poll with lots of options because why not lol (Will reveal the answer with the next update!)

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The second kickstarter for Don't Think (a comic I was commissioned to do the art for) is up now! Lots of cool bonuses from the author S. S. Princess, check them out here:

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@Parislove33: I think Hiro also died a little lol
@Ledgerina: Like your guess! I'll reveal the answer with the next update!
@Arcane Allusion: haha, I love that I sound a certain age. And it probably is lol
@SaasantheSassy: I love that, go with your gut-feeling! I don't know how old Kotokot is, but I'll reveal the answer with the next update!
@sstogner1: we tend to go with what we know *wink wonk* haha
@Imnothere: close!
@M-24: I don't think I've ever had my age on my profile so that must've been someone else!
@Yoowl: haha they really are, it's awkward even drawing it
@SoulRaider116: lol dat pun. And 25 is right, good guess!
@SomiJuli: haha I'm so glad you like that! Comedic flare is my specialty lol. 20 is a little low, but still older than most people on Tapas guessed me to be lol
@Guest: I like reversible couples too, so who knows, maybe they'll switch *wink wonk* no promises
@aryaya: haha thank you, it's always been my goal in life to sound wise lol. And 23 is close, but it's actually 25!
@MemyselfandI (Guest): lol omg 17, I think I was around that age when I started doing webcomics regularly, but that's a while ago. Good luck with you and your friend's project!
@kyandibaburu (Guest): OHhh I'm sorry, I only have the sender name to go by unless you write your real name in a note, but I'm so glad you got the books! I hope you'll like them, thanks for the support <3
amanduur
November 9th, 2017
*drama intensifies*
NB: Pre-orders have arrived and will be shipped out within this week!

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...And so it begins!
Shout out to my friend Sharon (@Tenth_Lover) for always reminding me to upload on smackjeeves when I forget lol

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The second kickstarter for Don't Think (a comic I was commissioned to do the art for) is up now! Lots of cool bonuses from the author S. S. Princess, check them out here:

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@aryaya: So glad you're liking it! And I've only done the art for "Don't Think", the author S. S. Princess has an account here on SJ where she's uploaded a few pages of the comic as a sample if you want to see what it's about!
@SaasantheSassy: even I can't plot twist my way out of this LOL
@XxKanashiYumexX: fake it till you make it as they say lol
@Silk2906: https://m.popkey.co/53257f/0DmrW.gif
@ToastyBuns: HEY OHHH hats off for that pun lol
@Yoowl: haha Sharon is always there for the SJ community. And thank you, I am! The kickstarter isn't mine, but I'm advertising it for S. S. Princess because she's so nice lol
@Xaryna: in OHK we go from 0 to 100 then back again to 0 at lightning speed lol
@Tenth_Lover: you're a true homie lol
@Quadrant: the only right reaction lol
@SomiJuli: ahhh DUDE I'm so glad you like it, you're one of the people who has stuck with me the longest so I feel like you're one of the people I want to impress lol THANK YOU
@GalaxyOfShips: 14 chapters of no progression then suddenly BAM lol
@Jana (Guest): haha yes <3
@Pikinipiki: Haha yeah, the transition wasn't very subtle lol
@Ash2004: aahhh so glad you're enjoying it, thank you!
@Fili (Guest): OHH dude what, it arrived so fast lmao but I'm so glad you like the books! The personalized messages took ages to write but I feel like that stuff is part of the fun lol THANKS AGAIN FOR THE SUPPORT <3
Chapter cover! Forgot to upload this on smackjeeves lol, next update in half a day or so.
I'm working on backing up more pages so I can upload twice a week, stay tuned!

The second kickstarter for Don't Think (a comic I was commissioned to draw) is up now! Lots of cool bonuses, check them out here:

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@ToastyBuns: finally starting to spice it up after 3-4 years haha
@Ishio (Guest): Aka. the author is finally freed from a fate of being asked "WHEN WILL THEY FUCK" lol
Last birthday update and happy halloween! Thank you guys so much for the continued support I LOVE YOU GUYS

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@Gnildryw: takashi's gotta move while the iron is hot lol
@zinnzinnluv: haha he can't, not taking any chances
@SomiJuli: haha I'm so glad you like it! I can always count on you to laugh at my bad jokes lol
@Snooze_R_tist: he put up all those mirrors waiting for this, the day when it would finally come in handy lol
@Zombait58: I'll revive you lol
@PoynterJones: haha I love how I've conditioned people into expecting all climaxes/emotional scenes to be broken by a bad joke, your reactions are the best <3 I had a really good birthday, thank you for the kind comments and for still liking my comic after all this time!
@Shyguyhoneylover: he swooped right in tharr
@Silk2906: HAHA I'm so glad I could make you laugh! Seriously you're always so nice, thank you for your comments <3
@Lulu2213 (Guest): What a sweet comment, thank you so much!
@SaasantheSassy: You can never get enough lube LMAO
@Yoowl: Or undress one-handedly, either way not a pretty sight lol
@Gazpachoxd: and they love you <3 lol
@ToastyBuns: aww dude, anytime! I'm only stating the truth anyway, your art looks really good and your sense of colors is great.
@Quadrant: lube - the easy way to slip out of your clothes lol. And no worries, next chapter is on its way!
@molavia: yeah, he should know Takashi better by now lol
Third birthday update!

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@R.O.-bot: dang-shoot oh lol
@Aranaxius: haha it's a matter of the comic community's needs!
@Isabela303: thank you!
@Naruhina2124: Ahh I'm so glad you think so!
@Gnildryw: Haha, I love the pokemon refs! I think readers on all my different platforms made pokemon jokes lmao
@shadowpen: a sexy kitty lmao. But yeah, Hiro really is in trouble haha
@SomiJuli: AHH I'm seriously happy you think so!
@SarahIkumi: get high on that danger, gurl!
@Plotty (Guest): cheating through kindness bc he uses it so rarely haha
@Quadrant: haha, thank you! It's the casual imploring nuzzle
@Yoowl: or as we say in the village, blashie blashie lmao
@zinnzinnluv: if you can you're a monster!
@Guest: except it probably will haha
@ToastyBuns: yeah Hiro how can you, even the readership has been swayed! Btw I love your new icon, your art and coloring is so gorgeous like omg
@FrostyLostWoods: thank you!
@Ginnya: AHH MAN THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT
@SaasantheSassy: IT'S SAASAN I recognize your username now lol
@Silk2906: HAHA omg I died a little at your comment
@Blah2989: tbh this is probably Takashi at 100% sweetness lmao
@XxKanashiYumexX: aaaaaaa
Second birthday update!

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@Xaryna: I think it's gonna be a while before the kiss tbh haha
@SomiJuli: he is! Takashi is becoming a whole new character lol. And I'm so glad you like that, the despo expressions are my fav to draw
@Quadrant: this made me lol haha
@Cryinator: ohh happy belated birthday! I hope you had a really lovely day <3
@jossbunny (Guest): this is a perfect kind of comment and so respectful, thank you! I get a lot of people complaining when they don't get what they want so this was a fresh breath of air. And thanks for the bday wishes!
@Silk2906: HAHA who knows, maybe you can cry those happy gay tears soon /wink wonk/
@GessHugh: haha, that would be my usual M.O.! Though actually this time the joke came slightly later. And yeah, I also feel like they maybe aren't completely ready but oh well lol que sera sera!
@molavia: he's just going to go for the classic pushiness and emotional manipulation, Takashi style lol
@Auldr: AWW MAN this is so nice, thanks for saying that! I always struggle with getting the right expressions for each panel, I'm so glad you like this one!
It's my birthday (28th) and I hope you all have a super lovely day!!
Daily updates through the rest of October to celebrate! I'll be partying all weekend so I will reply to your comments after

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@Trinkuh: thank you!
@Mini (Guest): THANK YOU DEAR
@Yoowl: Thank you!
@zinnzinnluv: Thank you ; 3 ;
@PoynterJones: Thank youuuu! And anything for you guys <3
@Plotty (Guest): THANK YOUUUU
@ToastyBuns: Thank you, homie!
@Silk2906: Thank you!! I always think of you so fondly, when you write comments where you talk about your real life it makes me feel like I know you, I love you too <3
@aryaya: haha they really are. Thank you, Yanna!
@XxKanashiYumexX: T H A N K Y O U ! love this aesthetic lol
@Arcana Allusion: Thank you!
@Vilian (Guest): Thank you, Vilian!
@moscovm: they are, so awkward it's awkward for me to draw even lmao. Thank you so much!
@SomiJuli: AHH DUDE I know I already said this in the note but your fanart was so nice, I love it! And seriously, thank you so much for the compliments, the fact that you're still enjoying the comic after so long means the world <3