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Anna Rei
Intersex, Genderfluid, Bisexaul. Born a normal male and then got female secondary gender characteristics at puberty. Got boobs and hips and female like personality. And yes I have boy parts down there. I tend to float between genders in personality. But mostly I identify and fall to the female side. Please help with my Go Fund Me.
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I forgot
I forgot to get Volume 4. Though I have Volume 1-3. Now I have more reason to. :P
Can not wait
I need my Rain fix. LOL :P
Anna Rei
October 18th, 2017
@Guest: Yeah Transgender Day of Remembrance is coming up soon.
Anna Rei
October 17th, 2017
I like
@Yan Mouson: I like brutal. I like it when you want to love it but it rip's you heart out at times is what I like most. Is why I like the RPG Tales of Berseria. My life at times as been brutal is probably why. :P
Anna Rei
October 17th, 2017
Made in Abyss
I can not wait for a second season of Made in Abyss. :P
Anna Rei
October 13th, 2017
Made in Abyss
@LittleLynn84: Thanks I really love this anime and your artwork. :P
@toot: Thanks and *hugs back* I doing better each day. Just stressed out about where I can find a place to live now this place will not be for me to live soon. The house was in a trust for my mother and I lived here and paid rent for me to live here with her. Mostly what I paid helped pay the taxes only. Now I got half the money for bill and I can not afford such big house anyways. So much going on right now. Been very busy week. And I mostly end up sleeping when I not busy. But everything I feel will be OK and my family is helping me a lot. :P
@Barn0wl: My mother had lung cancer and it got into her bones really bad. I made a very hard choice to not let her suffer. We could of kept her alive a few more days maybe weeks on live support. It was the hardest thing I will ever do in my life I think. My family was all there or I probably would not have. We decided together. I just could not make a choice like that by myself. I keep feeling now like she is still here beside me every where I go. That as really helped. The first couple of days was freak out crying shock and hell for the Oct 5th on. But I am doing alright now. :P
Mother died
My mother died and now I need some thing fill in that empty space. As I said I been caring for her for a while on top of my Gender Identity issues. I could really use more Rain right now. I hope to see this comic start up soon. :P
I been busy
@LittleLynn84: I been so busy with mother and her medical problems. That I do not mind you doing this now. Just hopping things will be back to normal in the late fall to winter a time I love to read web comics a lot. Summer as been fast and hot. I been like a mother back to my mother as of late that is getting old. I have been to busy to be depressed. I hope you get better. I love your comic and reading Rain. Gives me some thing to look forward to every day. Get things better for your self and we will be here waiting no matter how long. :P
@CatPerson: 40 plus year of hell of living as a male and I finally feel alive as I was when I was young. I find it is funny now I want to get rid of them finally. I got more balls then ever before now. Or should I say chesticles. LOL
Comig out
I came out to everyone at m church today about me being a transgender Women now. And there were very supportive of me. I said I been on Estrogen female HRT and Androgen Blockers for two years now as of this month. It been a long hard roller coaster ride. But suffering in silence for most all my life of gender identity of being female and hiding it as gotten to much for me and I had to do some thing or die. I tried to commit suicide over it many times but God would not let me die. I was in darkness of death many times and saw the light of God and reached out for it only be told it was not my time I had yet to complete some thing I had to do first. And God told me in my heart that becoming women was that thing I had to do first. I was born intersex AMAB and I am both genders but more female then male mentally. At puberty though was big tall and strong built like a male I grew breasts and hips like a girl and acted very female and was bullied and treated very badly for it. I tried to live as female for a time but ended up going back to being male out of fear. I had a problem where my body does not make testosterone at all or very little. And I am some what androgen insensitive in places of my body and my mind as been mostly female all my life. I felt more like a butch tomboy then a male all the time. My sexual desires and instincts were not male but just female. I am attracted to females only in I am always jealous I can not be completely like them in body as I want to be. And I feel my body is not right being so male like and not only female. It is a pain like no other that is hard to understand if you have not gone thru it. Growing breasts like a female helps but is also a pain to me in being male so I do not see any reason to remain some thing I will never fully be I am so very unhappy with being. I have been having a hard time with be so strongly attracted to males now as I do not wish to be gay. And I was always so small in penis size that I never could have sex as a male anyways would on get a female pregnant. I never liked have male genitals and they to me were only some thing in my way of truly being me as I saw myself inside. My life was very hard and confusing as all hell. Now I feel less so but getting use to males treating me like a girl is not easy for me at times. I got treated so badly all my life by males over being so female as a male it is very hard things for me at times to deal with as I always want to see them as the enimy out of bad habit. Females that knew me well always treated me like I was one of them and never a male at all. They were never interested in me as a male ever. Just as another female friend. I am told I am brave for putting his out. But I feel foolish and stupid and I am afraid but I have to be brave cause I have no other chioce. You would be amazed what you can do when you feel you have no other chioce. All I ever wanted to be a very strong tough loving female like my mother. And I am very much so and more. I loved being a male but I hated it very much to. It felt like my life was a never ending hell tell now. Now I feel I can move on and live and even die when God says my time as come to with great happiness and joy. I hope you that read this can under stand and accept me for who I truly am for once. I have not changed... only became more of the true me is all in being the women I really am and always have been inside. :P
Why am I feeling sorry for him when I am trying so hard not to be. I have run into these sort all the time and it as end relationships all to fast for me. :P
Anna Rei
July 13th, 2017
Like KY
Like Ky I am not afraid to take a stand for what I am anymore. I am not going back to that now.
Anna Rei
July 13th, 2017
Do not mind
I do not mind this all though it bring up a lot of bad memories for me and how I been treated all my life. How I avoid relationships cause of this. I go thru times I feel male and other time I feel female. Most of the time thankfully since on female HRT I have been on the female side mostly as I like that best. I used to feel so confused in times my mind would change gender identity as to my gender. Some time I feel I am both or neither at all to. But I find the female part stay longest and in the strongest in me. Being intersex I am both in body and mind. I am 80 female and 10% male now in body having male genitals. And my mind is about the same. But I often feel I am Gender Fluid to. Not the same as Ky but very close.
Some times
@Microrapter: Some times I even hate it being done privately but I now never leave it to be questioned and tell people out right what I feel I am. And I often just leave it to them to decide. I just really do not care what other think now as i know what I am and that is all that matter to me.
Do not
I have to say you do not call a gender fluid person what they are not dressed as. Good way to get hurt. He as the Super Power Put Foot in the Month power for sure. Never Ask any Transgender what there gender is in front of others to. If not sure... it is best not to ask at all. :P
Boy love
I have say I got into those boy love manga for a time. Though I prefer the girl love ones. Being intersex and bisexual I find both interesting. I just love Manga and Anime. But I prefer to read the Manga first. I am not surprised they are interested.
Been watching
I have been watching that to. A friend got me into it.
I never realized tell now that I have my own Abandonment issues cause of my father and what he did to my family to. It is apart of my P.T.S.D. The hardest part was when he died I was so happy he was out of our lives finally and we did not have worry about him any more. The messed up part was I no longer have anyone to blame my life being so screwed on but myself now cause he is dead. I had a very messed up child hood thanks him on top of me being intersex. And he made me being intersex seem like nothing in comparison. I can understand now what she as been going thru. It is funny how one sec people can seem so terrible and the next not so much now. :P