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I've always wanted to do a web comic, or graphic novel, just not too sure on my ability to consistantly draw the same thing. I am a writer, though, and have stories online, on two blogs, and Literotica.

I do love drawing, cycling, cooking, watching movies, going to the mall, weapons, message boards, to name a few. I am the one and only Jax Rhapsody, the Rhapsodic Laviathan.
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@GreenKrog: Awwwe... I'm sad now.
@GreenKrog: Depends on his mindset. I've been with trans men and woman of different... I guess stages, but never once slipped up or thought different. My previous comment was actually more detailed but I guess the reply page timed out or something. It is her problem and she hates it, but at the very least she could take solace in him if he wasn't like Vic and had no problems with her situation because who wants a partner that would be repulsed by any part of their body by what it had or lacked? That love just isn't earnest to me and you could replace her dick with something else in just about the same instance. Like a prostetic leg or a mole or moustache. If a partner can't accept that; they aren't worth the time. There's a woman in my neighbourhood that rocks a full beard and she is sexy as hell. Sometimes a person needs something from somebody to feel it in themself. Like how can one love if they've never been given it?
January 28th, 2019
It would be nice of Annie could meet somebody who would be accepting of her... situation. They weren't bothered by her having a penis. Could make her feel a bit less dysphoric and somewhat relieving that who she's with might enjoy her as a whole and actually continues to see her as a woman regardless to the point she can make peace with it untill she gets SRS. I don't speak as some trans expert, just through experience of dating and hooking up with trans people. I've known a few that didn't want anything to do with theirs other than piss with it, yet warmed up to the idea of me servicing it, and in rare instance wantes to top me just out of shear curiosity of what it'd be like.
That's basically patreon, that I can grasp. It seems people use it as incentive to get peoples money under incentive they keep shelling out product. An author makes books to put another world, a different thought out there and only if it sells, it's out there and they get royalties. Personally it's a difference between that and patreon. I do believe there arw different ways to use Patreon based on what one is doing. Youtubers use it as I described up there, but they cater to fans bg offering merch to supplement tbwir Adsense money to make sure people stay interested enough to watch their channel by offering them a reason to watch... ad nauseum, paradox blah. Then there's what Jocilyn is doing, or did; use it to help actually publish Rain initially. Get it to publish books, books sell, slight return of investment to make more as they then generate their own revenue. But this is just theory, I've never considered patreon. Hell; I got an Etsy account I yet to have use for and that's almost similar.
I thought about it, just to keep my beard and moustach how I want it. I hate shaving and my beard doesn't come in real thick and my moustach is like a sheriffs if I leave it alone.
...why is he talking like that...?
Do like MTV did with Daria; end it at graduation, however it ends. Hell... throw in an epilogue. It would suck to see one of few still active trans webcomics end. But everything ends at some point. I don't really identify with being trans, but I do often feel like it, I do want to at least cross dress and question how good I'd look. Sometimes this comic makes me not care and can't wait till I can do it. That will probably be as close as I'll get. I really don't know what that would even make me...
November 29th, 2018
I've never heard anything original either. No worries. People like that aren't that inventive, they reciprocate(or more correctly regurgitate) the same hateful vitriolic diatribe. Hoping it had the same impact it had ten plus years ago, or whatever.

Like whenever I run in to a racist person; all they can say is n-word this or that. I'm like; "can't you be more creative than that?" I think their hate clouds their judgement and they just go for the same shit, looking for an impact. Like a child trying to think of a good come back, and only mustering something ineffective.
I don't know what you're talking about; this is the clearest page I've seen in like two or three years of blurry hell. However you "fucked it up," keep doing it.
October 16th, 2018
Three students? Who's the third...?
Bwahahahaha!!! Yes! That quiet rage.
Was just watching one of the new episodes of Shameless. Ian was getting a tattoo, stating he can take the pain. The artist said along the lines of emotional pain doesn't exist in any real spot like physical pain. I can't remember it verbatim.

Pain I can deal with, physically. Unless it's a toothache, at my limit, it pisses me off. When I got tboned on my scooter, I walked to physical therapy more than I took the free cab ride. Somebody hit me in the balls once, and I ran them through a card table. I cut too, but I haven't done it in a long time. As far as suicide, people who haven't been there don't understand how much strength it takes to do it. Ones natural will of survival is generally overpowering, to over come that takes a lot of mental strength. The closest I've came is writting a suicide letter and plan out what's gonna happen to my stuff. I often think about if I would make a facebook live will or whatever and what I would say. Nearly everyday all the strife I've endured plays in my head, like the death of Nick Cages daughter in Drive Angry. The only real solace I had from it was when I was allowing my sociopathoc nature too take full control, despite the cost. Often I jusy find myself wishing not to be concious.
Earlier this month another friend of mine died. I had to tell a friend of mine who doesn't have internet access. She had a bloodclot in her leg that went to her lung. I was trying to find out a wake or funeral, but all I was told was she was getting cremated. Nobody had anymore information.
@torirox011: Judging by her track record, her throat being fucked up even more, might keep her from singing, which is few things she takes solace in, possibly permanately.
@GreenKrog: It's a bitter reality that people need to face. I have a story that is pretty much a rise and fall and drop, with little closure in the epilogue. Ya gotta have nerve these days for this kinda stuff, gotta see the real world like a big daddy, not a little sister(Bioshock reference). I get it though, depression kept me from writing for like 5 years, other than small things.

Even though it's not bad as this; Charles Shultz drew Peanuts till he died. Stril after strip of Charlie Browns perpetual bad luck, losely based off his life, with bits of Snoopys adventures in between. Annie just has to get over this hump. I know life is often shit and writers write this stuff all the time, it really moves people far more than the good. Much like with me, I'd love for things just to get a tad bit better, not like Rain better, but just a tad more consistant. That I know of; there's not too many still active transcomics, you have few responders, there may be way more readers who don't. I know I never comment on Rain. I'd hate to see this cliff hang like Venus Envy, Closet Space and that other one that never took off after introducing the cast.
@GreenKrog: She spent months getting clean off heroin was about to get her daughter back, get a job and an apartment. Then some ex wanted her to shoot up one last time and he gave her, her usual and left her in an abando to die. I was on her team, I was falling for her. She kinda looked like a fat Kat Dennings. It was on the news and people were trying to find her family. I went to the vigil and her mom said she told her all about me. I never cried so much over a persons death.
I am still curious about how hard white people hafta be beat to turn green.

Also two years ago I dealt with something similar A friend of mine died of a heroin overdose, because somebody shot her up after she had been clean for months. I didn't realize how much a loved her until after. The text box glitched and all I typed got erased. I can't bring myself to rewrite it all again. A death hasn't fucked me up so bad since I was a kid. I'm generally unmoved. I just can't write it all out again. maybe later or something.
@Bandana_girl: Things like this is why I'd recondmend this comic. Everybody nowadays is placated with feel good stories and how everything just works out, shit like this is what people need, need to face to learn how to deal with it. Sure it's kinda extreme, but life isn't somber and it's in a way realistic, as the things to overcome, or the strife isn't dealing with something more fantasy, like seven evil exes, or the toils of dealing with the mutant registration act. I think sometimes things need to hit close to home and hopefully bring a bit of perspective. Pain is unavoidable, and some of us deal with it more than others in various ways. I already knew years ago this comic would never be anything close to Rain. Those soft of heart and mind can go and read Rain, where so far the worst thing to happen is she got a bad haircut and her friend expelled.

In a way; this story is almost like Peanuts if it went deeper than just simply Bad Luck Chuck. Even I have had many what the fuck moments and aww hell naw moments, holy shit moments reading this. I think that anybody who can write like this, in this day and age, without covering it up under fluff, is commendable. It shows the very things that people nowadays are running to safe spaces to avoid. For those who's trigger points it hits, allow it to be sorta like outside looking in. I know there are things here I can relate to. Even if I'm not trans.