shi-chan
| Age: | 15 |
| Gender: | Female |
About Me
Likes: sour candy
Hobbies: sour candy
Occupation: sour candy
Eats: sour candy
Married to: sour candy
Rainbows are: sour candy
Hobbies: sour candy
Occupation: sour candy
Eats: sour candy
Married to: sour candy
Rainbows are: sour candy
Recent Comments
Comment on Ch. 5 * Pg. 18 * Woop. of HEARD
shi-chan, 31 Jul 2009 08:09 am
"your boobies look big today"
"thanks"
XD
shi-chan, 31 Jul 2009 08:09 am
"your boobies look big today""thanks"
XD
Comment on Ch1: p20 of SEIZE the DAY
shi-chan, 31 Jul 2009 07:55 am
i love this. everything. all of it. it's wonderful.
the colors. @_@
shi-chan, 31 Jul 2009 07:55 am
i love this. everything. all of it. it's wonderful.the colors. @_@
Comment on pt. 1, pg. 58 of They Walk on the Ceiling
shi-chan, 28 Jul 2009 01:29 am
aha. xP that makes sense, yes... but is still annoying. xp
shi-chan, 28 Jul 2009 01:29 am
aha. xP that makes sense, yes... but is still annoying. xpComment on Thanks for reading! of A Song for Elise
shi-chan, 22 Jul 2009 02:15 am
it's over now? ):
that was really great and i enjoyed it so much... ^^
shi-chan, 22 Jul 2009 02:15 am
it's over now? ):that was really great and i enjoyed it so much... ^^
Comment on pt. 1, pg. 58 of They Walk on the Ceiling
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 01:31 pm
ffffffff you know what's annoying? that all the suggested comics for TWotC are BL. xP
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 01:31 pm
ffffffff you know what's annoying? that all the suggested comics for TWotC are BL. xPComment on Epilogue - page 5 of A Song for Elise
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 12:36 pm
Sometimes I think so too, and sometimes I just feel... admiration. x]
I'm glad you understand ^^
I can only speak for myself of course, the reasons for suicide are many and complicated and personal, but yes, in my case it's got to do with depression and is more of an illness.
Seeing as Elise had to take medication, I'm thinking it was similar for her. xp
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 12:36 pm
Sometimes I think so too, and sometimes I just feel... admiration. x]I'm glad you understand ^^
I can only speak for myself of course, the reasons for suicide are many and complicated and personal, but yes, in my case it's got to do with depression and is more of an illness.
Seeing as Elise had to take medication, I'm thinking it was similar for her. xp
Comment on Epilogue - page 5 of A Song for Elise
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 12:01 pm
That's a common misunderstanding. I would like to stop this conversation before it gets
carried away too, though since you seem genuinely curious I will say one more thing-
I don't think that suffering can be quantified, and I think different people are better equipped to deal with tragedy and suffering than others.
You have a tough life, and as you say, you have the mental capacity to deal with it. Other people simply do not, and it's not their fault.
I, to be honest, have had a great life.
My family loves me, I'm not abused, I get food everyday, money's not a problem (though we're not exactly rich), no one close to me has died. I often feel that I'm not worthy of feeling the way I do for that very reason- I should be a wonderful, happy person, and help everyone else feel better! but that doesn't make it stop.
I couldn't tell you why I'm suicidal, why I feel the things I feel when I want to kill myself- I just feel them.
It might be that I inherited depression from my mother, (it seems to be a trend in my family), and that it's just significantly worse, I don't know.
But I don't think being suicidal always has to do with how "tragic" your life is according to /other/ people, who have different capacities for pain. It's just... the way I am, I could say. It's very very hard to explain, but I hope that that's understandable.
Believe me, nobody wants to feel this way. If I could be a happy person and stop dragging negative feelings after me all the time, I would do that in an instant. But it is never ever so simple. Humans are curious creatures.
Well, that's all.
Nice talking with you.
(:
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 12:01 pm
That's a common misunderstanding. I would like to stop this conversation before it gets
carried away too, though since you seem genuinely curious I will say one more thing-I don't think that suffering can be quantified, and I think different people are better equipped to deal with tragedy and suffering than others.
You have a tough life, and as you say, you have the mental capacity to deal with it. Other people simply do not, and it's not their fault.
I, to be honest, have had a great life.
My family loves me, I'm not abused, I get food everyday, money's not a problem (though we're not exactly rich), no one close to me has died. I often feel that I'm not worthy of feeling the way I do for that very reason- I should be a wonderful, happy person, and help everyone else feel better! but that doesn't make it stop.
I couldn't tell you why I'm suicidal, why I feel the things I feel when I want to kill myself- I just feel them.
It might be that I inherited depression from my mother, (it seems to be a trend in my family), and that it's just significantly worse, I don't know.
But I don't think being suicidal always has to do with how "tragic" your life is according to /other/ people, who have different capacities for pain. It's just... the way I am, I could say. It's very very hard to explain, but I hope that that's understandable.
Believe me, nobody wants to feel this way. If I could be a happy person and stop dragging negative feelings after me all the time, I would do that in an instant. But it is never ever so simple. Humans are curious creatures.
Well, that's all.
Nice talking with you.
(:
Comment on Epilogue - page 5 of A Song for Elise
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 10:38 am
I really feel for Elise and understand her pain,
thank you so much for making this comic! ^^
in regards to suicide:
Being a suicidal person, I can agree with everyone here that suicide has nothing to do with cowardice whatsoever. The two are completely unrelated,
and sparrowspazz, your comment is/was indeed distasteful and offensive.
There are so many complex reasons for suicide- and it is a strong, crippling, terrible, horrible, sad, tragic, evil, painful, cutting, dreadful, gut-wrenching, breathtaking, depressing, unexplainable feeling that can do all kinds of things to a person, and unless you've experienced it, I guess I can't hope for you to understand it, but please, PLEASE, PLEASE, do not go spouting BS like that. You really have no idea how being suicidal feels, or what goes into it. These feelings, are so.... HORRIBLE, and if I could just feel better and magically stop, I would.
There are so many people who misunderstand suicide it's not even funny.
The two things (cowardice and suicide) usually have nothing to do with each other at all,
and honestly, how do you expect to help suicide stop if you go around calling suicidal people cowards?
To be honest, it's very insensitive and hurtful.
shi-chan, 18 Jul 2009 10:38 am
I really feel for Elise and understand her pain,thank you so much for making this comic! ^^
in regards to suicide:
Being a suicidal person, I can agree with everyone here that suicide has nothing to do with cowardice whatsoever. The two are completely unrelated,
and sparrowspazz, your comment is/was indeed distasteful and offensive.
There are so many complex reasons for suicide- and it is a strong, crippling, terrible, horrible, sad, tragic, evil, painful, cutting, dreadful, gut-wrenching, breathtaking, depressing, unexplainable feeling that can do all kinds of things to a person, and unless you've experienced it, I guess I can't hope for you to understand it, but please, PLEASE, PLEASE, do not go spouting BS like that. You really have no idea how being suicidal feels, or what goes into it. These feelings, are so.... HORRIBLE, and if I could just feel better and magically stop, I would.
There are so many people who misunderstand suicide it's not even funny.
The two things (cowardice and suicide) usually have nothing to do with each other at all,
and honestly, how do you expect to help suicide stop if you go around calling suicidal people cowards?
To be honest, it's very insensitive and hurtful.
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shi-chan, 09 Aug 2009 05:16 pm
he's so young and he just died and he ended up in hell D; of course he's not happy ;_; poor Ren T_T