chiisai-u
this is me. (OH MY GAWD!)
you are now allowed to fall on your knees and start whorshiping me.

ok, i kid. (what? no of course i don't. and you're still sitting around!)

beware of my weird humour oO

oh, and most important thing:
i can neither draw well, nor i'm an artist or something. just keep that in mind :3

ah, shit i almost forgot the most important thing:
i love blood °-°
you know, no guro, just the ketchup xD
Send Message
@dontthinkicare: if you say so x)

@Neko: NAYA MEHR BG ALS AUF DEN VORIGEN SEITEN. WAS MICH EIGENTLICH VIEL MEHR WUNDERT IST, WIE COOL SIE IST. "HEY DA IST EIN GRUSEL-FREAK UND UNERKLÄRLICHE DINGE PASSIEREN. LOLWHATEVER." LISI-STYLE.
did it!
oh god. i'm so tired right now. but didn't want to keep you waiting longer.

so, a page full of lizi for her fans out there.
is it me or does she look fat this time? D:
DEEEEEELAAAAAYYYY.......
yay hello guys!
it's not a ZOMG-200-FANS-THANKYOU!!!!11-thing, but at least a page (though i'm already working on the thx-pic), and finally this prologue comes to an end.

enjoy the backshot. lol.
and this stalker-shadow sure looks creepy. and wrong. whatever <3
@Neko Dajumo: das heißt es war nicht so gut letztes mal? x_o

@Demon Topaz: welcome to my world xD
<3
Procrastinators unite!
....tomorrow.
durrr
finally a new page >> i took me so long because knidushifhiasdzgfuedfgdufgesuzfhg and so i had to ljkhisuhdfiusgfigfef. you know what i mean >> ok, i swear, no excuses next time >>
<3
@Neko: NATÜRLICH NICHT. ICH HAB MICH ENTSCHLOSSEN SIE NOCH DEN GANZEN REST DES MANGAS WEITERZUQUÄLEN. HEHEHE. MUHAHA. KUKUKU. USW.
ABER AUFTRETEN LASSEN KANNST DU SIE NATÜRLICH TROTZDEM xD
@Demon Topaz: no worries :3 i'm going to continue, because after all two years of thinking up a story and characters shall not have been in vain! \o3o/
zomg it's an update!
so here's another page for you <3
i really think that this one sucks for several reasons, and also i have grown sick now of drawing these darn bandages over and over again. they look like toilet paper anywayws. (lol at that.)

i already simplified the stupid speech bubbles and yeah the girl has only one short appearance also. good for her that she has some different look on her face this time.

yeah and lot more to say but i actually forgot what it was. enjoy.

oh, one thing!
please check out the awesome webcomic <<enjoy your life>>! it's a fantasy story which is done by a friend of mine and i think she really deserves more fans <3
http://eyl.smackjeeves.com
@Neko & badfluffi: :'D
<3
i hope i didn't make you wait too long <3
talk to the hand!
they're not going to kill ghast, are they?? QAQ
too talkative.
i feel like a liar, always promising that the next update will come sooner and then making you wait even longer D:

but well, here it is, and finally, this awful long speech is coming to an end. X_x

enjoy <3
aww he is so nice QQ
next issue title sounds....promising oo (if it actually has something to do with the song *g*)
behold the ugliest sofa in the universe!
thank you for all the favs!! =D

this supa-dupa-filla-pic goes out to all the fans <3 fear the epic bush! xD

next real page will be coming soon <3
next thank you pic at 100 fans! <3
@Neko: I LOL'D.
@Neko:
WOS WIESO NED???? DDDD:
i can't believe this page took me whole 4 days to draw and stuff DDDD:

anyways, enjoy <3
i capitulate!
ok guys.
though i whined my eyes out the last time i still somehow got sentimental and decided to just go on with the comic >>

my special thanks here go to sami-san and badfluffi for motivating me.

well, as always, enjoy. and just ignore the fact that i use a completely different set of loltones on every page >>

yours truly

PS: i forgot to add, that by now it should become obvious that the thoughts shown are someone else's xD i just love multiple points of views >>
read this please.
EDIT: don't read this kids, i already decided to go on <3
thanks to your nice and motivating comments i remembered that there are still people who like what i do no matter if there's yaoi in it or not <3


---------

i warn you in advance for i can be a whiny bitch.

so, the matter ist basically, that you guys drove me into a creative crisis, concerning this and my other comic project.

if you compare the two, you will see that this one (fallen children) has got something around 10-11 pages (without the filler pages), while my other (blind) has 4. let me stress that further, FREAKING FOUR PAGES.

it's clear now? well. that's just the first part. because, huh, the second one started later than the first.

the thing that sets me up so much is, that while this one has 36 fans by now, the other one already has 30. be happy and glad you say?

i should be, but, this is so unproportional that it bugs the hell out of me.

if you take a calculater and divide it out that makes a ratio from 3.2 to 7.5.
so, i can see that the amount of effort put in the one doesn't affect the popularity at all but two simple letters put in the banner of the second (precisely: BL) grants me loads and loads of fans.

this however is nothing new. every oh-so-noobish done boylove-comic will get shitloads of fans if it is updated rather regularly, even if the quality of the story and drawings equals something like 0.

it's how things work and i'm ok with that, but that takes me to the main problem.

what do i get from drawing a comic that no one actually reads?
wouldn't it be much more rational to focus my efforts on the more popular one instead? that would mean that there would me more updates and i could even take more time to spend on the pages.

to cut a long story short, i think of putting fallen children on ice to give blind all my love.

though i hate the thought of that but i can't see any reasonable cause why i shouldn't do it. more likely, there are lots of reasons to actually do it.

so, has anybody read it this far? if not, it's already decided.
but i'm still willing to continue this if you people actually want me to. come on, persuade me. please.

well, that was quite everything i had to say. so it's up to you now.

yours truly